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Day 19: Is the Bare Minimum Still a Win? Day 19: Still here. Still writing. Even in my bathrobe. Today was another bare minimum day. And honestly? I’m starting to get tired of that being the answer. If this were a movie, today would be the quiet scene where the main character eats toast over…

Day 18: The Spark That Didn’t Burn It All Down Day 18: Sometimes the spark isn’t chaos. Sometimes it’s just light. Today was mostly about the cats — but maybe not just the cats. Lux is new. A little alpha. A little unsure. Possibly disruptive to the house dynamics. Which… is also how I’ve been…

Day 17: The Pace Problem Day 17: Trying to become the main character without losing my mind. There’s a different kind of chaos when the ideas that excite you are also the ones you know you need to put on pause. This morning I woke up electric—head spinning with ideas for Shadow & Lux(e), a…

Day 16: The Robe-Wrapped Resistance Day 16: Trying to become the main character without losing my mind. I keep waiting for it to get easier. For the routines to click. For the rhythms to rise up and carry me. For that elusive moment when it all stops feeling like resistance. But today? I scraped the…

Day 15: When the Wins Still Don’t Feel Like Enough Day 15: Testing the main character theory — one awkward day at a time. The day started strong. I ticked every box on my Ideal Day list: • Pilates ✅ • Walk ✅ • Food ✅ • Water ✅ • Blog ✅ • Social posts…

Day 14: Confidence, Compounded Day 14: A 40-day test to see what happens when I stop waiting for the plot twist… and become it. People always say, “Just find joy in the little things.” And I’ve always wondered if maybe those people haven’t lived through the hard stuff… Or maybe they found some secret “unlock…

Day 13: When the Morning Starts Heavy Day 13: I woke up today with that gray cloud feeling again. Not a storm… just the quiet, heavy fog that makes you wonder if it’s worth moving at all. My journal entry could’ve been written by Eeyore. Or maybe Wednesday Addams, if she’d had coffee in hand….

Day 12: The Accidental Rebellion Day 12: The Accidental Rebellion A series where we see what it’s really like to figure our shit out. Some days are accidentally rebellious. You don’t plan for it. You don’t light a match and burn the plan to the ground. You just… live. And by the time you look…

Day 10: When the Momentum Hits Softly Day 10: When the Momentum Hits Softly A series where we see what it’s really like to figure our shit out. I didn’t wake up with fireworks today. No rush of motivation, no “main character energy” soundtrack in my head. Just the kind of morning that feels flat…